"Whenever ideas pop up, I ended up flooding my entire page with them." -- Feza.

Hello! I'm Feza and I'm a self-taught artist and writer.I love drawing and writing new ideas that pop into my brain. Whenever I'm focused on an idea, I tend to forget to let my socials know I'm away doing this. I'm still not used to using social media like an influencer. Frankly, I don't want to be one. I don't have the social skills for it.I'm 25 years old and unfortunately American. I'm very open-minded and learning Mandarin Chinese. I'm into year 2, HSK-3 of learning the language and I only started because of Genshin Impact. Now, I'm focusing on studying it to have it as a second language, including it in some of my posts and more.An example of my learning process can be translated/read below:
你好！我叫Feza还是凤羽。我是25岁和美国人。
我决定学汉语因为原神。我想看中文是原神但现在我要学汉语第二语言。我的中文姓名是"凤羽"因为我爱羽毛。I'm ace (asexual) and on the aromantic spectrum. I'm specifically pan-grey. I'm also an enby agender person who uses they/him pronouns.Whenever I talk online or real life, I stay true to myself because trying to become someone else is exhausting. I'm straightforward and blunt. Don't worry, my intentions aren't being rude or harmful. I'm just straight up blunt. I don't like sugar-coating it for people or dodge around the brush for you. I just say what I'm truly feeling and I try to in the nicest possible way.Communication is very important to me and I value it a lot. That's because my brain process things differently and I don't pick up social clues/hints. Sometimes I can but sometimes my brain just doesn't get it. Just to be cafe, please be clear with me when talking to me. When I'm leaving comments or posts, I try not to sound like a bot or a robot. I try to put emotion in my messages and sound natural. I feel like if I just say it razor language(cave-man), I might get flagged as a bot or something.It's also difficult for me to describe what I'm feeling or answer questions that relates to emotions. It's hard finding the right emotions in word format so I use emojis to display my emotions better.

That's where drawing and writing comes into play. I've been drawing for over 15+ years, ever since the early 2010s. I never took drawing that seriously when I was growing up. I only started to around 2020 a little and then seriously in 2025 when I wanted to open art commissions. I feel like I draw differently than other people and I don't mean this in the way of "i'm different from other people." I mean it as, "Is there a certain rule that everyone is following that I just don't get?" I'm starting to pick up what that "rule" is but I still have some difficults. And when I do, I just draw whatever I want. Trendy or not.I've been writing since I was a kid. I made script-like stories and I was very horrible at character development. Along with pacing of the story and putting too much information and dialogue into the story. I've never really took it seriously as I did with my art because my original stories were just a hobby for me. I wrote orginal stories but never published them online because I was writing for myself. Now? Nope. They were never finished lmao.I do have one original story that I'm trying to stick to, to publish one day but it's taking a while because I keep making up more fanfic ideas to write about.I started writing fanfiction when I was 19 years old. So, I got into it way later than most people. I use it as a way to improve my writing and experiment with different story ideas. I see fanfic as a fun tool to develop the ideas in my head into stories. I still follow the "rule" of writing for myself but now I share it online and hope people enjoy what I write. If not, that's fine. I can't entertain everyone.The type of stories I love to write are romance + any genre. I don't like writing purely romance though. I can write non-romance stories though but I adore putting two characters together to developing their relationship into romance. I am trying to branch out to other genres to try my best at them so that I have experience in them.The fandoms I'm in is currently Genshin Impact. I don't fandom hop. The previous fandom I was in was Gravity Falls and that was 3-4 years ago. I still like Gravity Falls but I've moved on from that interest. Now, my strong interest lies in Genshin. I do like other media such as Anime, Wings of Fire, watching react videos, etc.The games I love are: Genshin, Ori and The Blind Forest & Ori and The Will of the Wisps, Oxygen Not Included, Rimworld, Hollow Knight & Hollow Knight: Silksong, Age of Mythology, Where Winds Meet, PalworldThe interests that are intense right now are: Genshin, Researching & Studying things (mostly for story purposes or use as experience), Art, Writing, and Psychology. I love learning about disorders and how they affect the individual.+This will be updated annually whenever I discover something about myself or want to change something in this+

I selected some artwork/fanart I've done over the course of months, years, etc.

If you want to see more, check out my art social accounts below. ^^

These are my collection of stories I have worked on over the past years or so.

Original Stories

The Tales (N/A)

Fanfic Stories

Little Letters

Photographs

A New Life

If you want to see more, check out my writing social accounts below. ^^

I've recently piece together some videos of my own; whether it'll be from speedpaints, rhythm song tracks, etc. So here are some that I have made.

Click on the images to see the videos

If you want to see more, check out my YouTube account below. ^^